My Life :): 2018

Hi my name is Laila, I am just a normal teenager who is at the age of falling in love. Well I think is normal right all teenagers from all around the world will fall in love at this age. Also at this age there are a lot of them who started to try to have an relationship, well I have a friend who are already in the relationship. They seems happy with each other and it gave a vibe that their relationship will last long forever, so it seems that I am the only single girl after all. I will always keep them accompany when they went for their date because people say it's better to go out with 3 people but not 2. Well I am actually not okay with that, why do I have to always keep them accompany? Why is it better to have 3 people and not 2. Is not that I hate my friend is just that it's awkward. I try my best to give so many reason not to follow them but somehow she makes me follow her on their date, as I say it was awkward. Why? well they are on their date and I am all alone by myself walking with them and couldn't be bothered by their conversation it felt like I'm just there for guarding them. So I have follow my friend since their started their relationship when they are 16 until now which actually at an age where people can say they are illegal adult, it has been about 3 years already. After this 3 years past while following them my friend and her boyfriend has asked me, "Laila, can I ask you something?". "Yeah sure Jake, what is it all about?", I asked back . Yeah I forgot to introduce them right well my friend name is Lucy and her boyfriend is Jake, they literally like a family to me because Lucy is like an elder sister for me and somehow Jake is like a brother in law, ok back to the story. "Don't you have anybody in your mind, like a crush or a guy who make you fall in love with them?", Jake asked. I was literally choking with the word he say, so I replied "I don't think so, why are you asking though?". "Well you are pretty, and mostly most of the boys love you, you just perfect that no one can explain", he said. "Jake are trying to flirt with me? Well if you are please stop I don't want Lucy to be hurt". Lucy came after she went to the toilet and Jake continue to speak, "Well it is not about that, I will never hurt her. Is just that I'm curious because at this age everybody will have this one crush or a person they like and they will confess to you and that is how their started their relationship". Lucy reply, "Well darling she just not interested in guys". Woah, calm down there is not that I'm not interested in them is just that I feel like I don't believe in 'L.O.V. E' . There is a reason why I don't believe it, it was very nice day on the 22nd of march 2016 and I literally has fallen in love with this one guy.

He was just perfect and so kind, he melts my heart every single day. I know him but he doesn't know me, so just like a normal day I was watching him every single day without him noticing it. Then suddenly I got an offer from the teacher tell me to join in this club which I love and that club was a music club. As I was joining in the club he was there, with all my anxious and curiosity feelings he suddenly greet me, "Hey there, are you Laila? Mrs. Bricks has told me that you are our new member". My heart was pounding, I stare into his sparkly eyes without knowingly I have been staring at him for about 2 minutes already."Hello!! are you alright, I was asking you a questions why aren't you answering", He say. After that, I came back from my day dream "Ah yes, I am alright. Thank you for your concern and by the way my name is Laila". He laugh at me while saying "You are quite cute, by the way Laila my name is Hwa In Park". For all this time, finally I've know his name. "What an interesting name! It seems like one of those name that came from Korea". "Well I am korean but I was born here and my parents has started working here" he say. While waiting for Mrs. Bricks to come we have fully introduced ourselves for about an hour now, Mrs. Bricks came and say, "So have guys know each other now?". Both of us nodded at the same time while giving an eye contact, "do you have any idea why both of you are here?", she continues. Actually, right why am I here anyway. I am interested in music but I'm not sure why suddenly Mrs. Bricks has told me to join this club anyway. "Well the reason I call both of you is because, I have seen a potential in both of you which is you guys can sing and since the singing competition will be here soon. Why not both of you work on a duet and also I know that you guys can composed a music. Will you give it a try?". "Are you crazy! I've literally will work on a project with him, I mean like just the two of us", I say in my head. Then he saw me with a smirk on his face and say "Yeah sure, why not? I will find a date for both of us can start working on it and I think this project will be awesome". I have got nothing to say but I just went with the flow by nodding my head. After Mrs. Bricks have gave us a little bit briefing, he suddenly asked me, "How about we start tomorrow after school?" and I replied, "I think so, well I'm not sure yet because I actually have to inform this to my parents and hopefully they are fine with it". "I see then sure, why don't you take my number and inform me once you got an answer from your parents? Anyway I'm sure they will give you this big opportunity", he say with a smile on his face. He was such a dreamy guy and I started to fall in love more deeper.

My Life :)

Thursday 1 March 2018

My First Love?? (Part 1)

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